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I've been invited, but I don't think I should go.

I feel like I don't belong anymore and my being there would make things worse.

i wonder if i ever really felt normal, i can't remember.

I'm experiencing a fully blown identity crisis.

why does target have to have so much cute shit right now? and why do i have to have so little money?

I'm going to go read some and then I will sew those pockets and edit some photos.

There are still times when I want to make myself be sick after eating, regardless of how much/little I've eaten.

I feel like I should journal at some point. I think so much has happened that I haven't had time to sit down and process any of it.

it will be a bit embarrassing but it shouldn't be if i that's what i want to do.

Menstruating profusely.

Days like today just make me realise how much I miss having his friendship. Feels like there is a massive gap in my life still. Angry at myself for letting it be there.

I don't know how much more flirting I can take before I need something more.

I liked the first doctor. =[

oh well.

Okay, deja vu is something I will never get used to.

I've had it more times than I can count.

They keep changing the Matrix.

'nothing ever, ever goes my way'

Went through some more stuff, but I still need to deal with the closet full of craft supplies.

Seems everyone I know is getting divorced these days.

Seems to say a lot about the idea of marriage.

Just not sure what.

I know it's a good thing that we're back to flirting. But now that it's all happy, where do I go to talk about the negatives I feel?

I have no-one.

oh no, im gonna cry. =[

almost done with season 1 of Doctor Who

I've barely eaten in 2 days. Why do I still feel fat?

*sigh*

I want my best friend to talk to me.

Oh heck, subconscious, you are awesome.

Keep stopping me from making bad decisions, please.

Missed having podcasts to listen to during my work day.

Nice having news and knowledge coming back in my ears.

Tried to take my spanish ID

out of my wallet,

but I'm just not ready to lose that identity yet.

I might not go to bed tonight. i have a lot of work to do and feel motivated for once

I'm kind of excited to go to work alone today. [=

Oh god, perfect job for me, working with people I already know. I hope she goes for it since I can't.

Dude, I am stoked. I start "it" today. God, thank you for medicine. I love you man/woman! :)

I am laughing at the fact that I am still in love with the same girl. I need to meet people. And remind myself she moved on and happiness is all I want her to have.

Zombie.

Such is why I was happy without internet.

Up WAY too late doing things that shouldn't have trumped sleep.

I am going to make it through this..I am.My soft heart is not going to break me down

My cat and dog are getting way too used to me being home early. So am I. This is temporary.

I really need to find a purse of some kind.

Dreamt in spanish.

I am so homesick for Madrid right now.

it could work.

spent far too much money but my new hoodie is so comfy and i have hair dye at last, goodbye washed out blonde!

And I need another fucking number from some paper from 2008.

Joder.

I want to watch elf.

I really don't want to call the bank and deal with this shit right now.

What is wrong

with me

That only reminded me of how you really had nothing to worry about at all. Fuck. Why am I crying right now?

I have a midterm

in 2 hours.

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